Optimism

*looking at the bright side*

You know what?! Despite all, Life is still wonderful! ^_^

Yes, I'm optimistic! Weeeeee!

According to Oxford, Optimism is the tendency to take a
hopeful view of things, or to expect that results will be good.

Well, for me, it's the tendency to realize the harsh reality, then developing the ability to tell a huge lie to yourself, be a little psychotic, and crossing your fingers that your lie would come true. Just to feel good.

And this is where I am good at. Constantly myself with lies...But this time I wont. I will tell something true to myself and all.

I am miserable... lonely.