Thursday, September 30, 2004

When the Heart Cracks...

The world can be so cruel sometimes. And I only have myself to rely on now. Yes, I may be blessed to have friends so true. But still, the feeling inside cannot be helped.

I cry in my room sometimes. At least there, I can cry my heart out. No one hears except the bugs under my bed. I am so delusional... But I know I am all alone.

I think positive, I can make others happy, I can cheer myself up. Even boost superiority when I feel down. But never have I felt such loneliness. It’s gnawing my heart.

I may seem the kind that could never be sad. Always jolly, cracking up the crowd. I may seem like I can laugh at almost anything... And that is true, yes, I do. I can laugh despite it all.

Ugh, I feel so pathetic. I may seem okay, but no, I am not. I may be depressed, but I am not that weak. I am just broken hearted…

And no one sees my pain.

Monday, September 27, 2004

What Color are your Wings?

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You have Red Wings! Long, Luscious, red wings that are as crimson as blood, bust as soft as the clouds, you are very passionate and outspoken. Go you! People admire you because you have your firm opinion, and do not care what others think of you. Youre very passionate toward life, and will do anything to help a friend in need. You believe in loyalty, Justice, and the famoussaying: What goes around comes around. Some are jealous of you, but they never cloud your mind. You dont need a boyfriend to complete you, and would rather chill with friends. A born leader-your wings are truly red, so you stand out.
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