Numb

As usual, I'm facing the computer... feeding my dA addiction. Seems like I'm stuck to this website. I've been wandering in dA looking for something... and I dont even know what exactly. Maybe subconsciously I really am looking for inspiration... or just simply addicted. I dont know exactly why I keep on going there... seeing artworks all throughout. Clicking endlessly on deviant icons... clicking on some pretty things that attract my attention. I'm not really an art fanatic... I don't even make my own art unless if I am forced. Maybe I'm just bored and is stuck in my own oblivion. Just got nothing to do at all... *ignores household work* I miss being myself -that's what I am sure of. I miss playing football and how it feels like to run. It's so frustrating to be impaired for quite a while. You just can't do the things you want to do, and even miss the opportunities that pass your life. Oh, well... it's so much like life. No wonder.