When the Heart Cracks...

The world can be so cruel sometimes. And I only have myself to rely on now. Yes, I may be blessed to have friends so true. But still, the feeling inside cannot be helped.

I cry in my room sometimes. At least there, I can cry my heart out. No one hears except the bugs under my bed. I am so delusional... But I know I am all alone.

I think positive, I can make others happy, I can cheer myself up. Even boost superiority when I feel down. But never have I felt such loneliness. It’s gnawing my heart.

I may seem the kind that could never be sad. Always jolly, cracking up the crowd. I may seem like I can laugh at almost anything... And that is true, yes, I do. I can laugh despite it all.

Ugh, I feel so pathetic. I may seem okay, but no, I am not. I may be depressed, but I am not that weak. I am just broken hearted…

And no one sees my pain.